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I might do a more extensive post later, but for now I just wanted to share this gif I made of myself since getting extensions and dyeing my hair:

Hope you're all doing well!
xoxo
Zelie

it's almost August!

....And I have been completely gone for such a long time! I'm sorry.

I don't even remember what had happened and not happened when I last updated, except for a few things:

• I dyed my hair (probably about 10 times), it is now black with one green streak at the front
• I got hooked on the tv show criminal minds, and am working my way through the new season
• I turned 19!

Yep, it was my 19th birthday on the 18th of this month (July 2011)

I guess I should include some photos. I don't remember whether or not I posted since getting a kitten (!!), Xena. She's a very pretty tabby kitten.

...aaand that's my darling Xenapie! (yep, I call her Xenapie a lot.) She's about 6 months old now? I think. She's got a lot of personality. She loves food, and wants desperately to be like the big kitties. She likes being near me when we're sleepy at night, and when it was colder she even snuggled up on my stomach to sleep, I hope she does that again when it turns to winter and fall!

My 19th birthday cake was delicious, it had pineapple and cherries and was very colorful (and very pink)

Okay, maybe I'll update later or tomorrow but for now that's it! I've been kind of sick for the past few days.

I hope you're all doing well!

Zelie

happy April!

So I made a lame little PB (Princess Bubblegum) crown last night.

I might be PB for halloween, she's basically my twin. Also, if you didn't notice, I added some purple to my hair! I was going to add some blue too but now I'm not sure. I might still do it. I'd like to add pale blue or turquoise, which I can't do without bleaching (and I am NOT  going to bleach my hair any time soon). That photo actually doesn't show it really well!

It's April Fools' Day, but I'm not the kind to play practical jokes on people. No, really. No offense to people who do participate, but as an extremely gullible person I know how upsetting/irritating it can be!

I need to do more painting, I have to get a canvas and paint on it for my dad's birthday present! Thankfully I don't have to have it finished by his birthday, that would be kind of stressful for me.

The doctor called me the other day to say a bunch of tests came back negative, which makes it even more likely that I have Crohn's disease. I really hope it's something less serious. I already have enough health issues without an auto immune disorder! It would, however, be nice to know what's going on with my body, especially if it can be treated.

I was photographed yesterday for a newspaper. It's for an article on the local survival center, I guess? They liked my hair. I was there picking out some free clothes, and getting our monthly box of free food. We're super broke! Hopefully things will get better soon. I keep saying that, and we keep struggling, but there are so many things I am so lucky to have in my life.

Well, have a fantastic April Fools' Day you guys!

hey you!

So, since I deleted some of my posts AND promised a new post today, here you guys go! I really intend to be better about sticking to my promises regarding posting. It's actually 11:32pm here right now, so depending on how much I write, by the time I'm done it might be tomorrow! Oops!

I hope that you all are doing wonderfully! I'm doing pretty well, I broke up with Dane (a while ago, but I haven't posted that so I thought I'd mention it). I have dyed my hair a bunch of colors and back to a bubblegum pink. I was actually thinking about adding some lavender/lilac to it! I guess I'll keep it this way until I can't stand my itching for a hair change!

My social anxiety and depression got a lot worse, especially my social anxiety. At one point I couldn't really go out at all and was pretty much housebound. Thankfully I'm past the worst, and addressing it in therapy. I can go out for short periods of time! It doesn't help that I'm having undiagnosed stomach issues, which might be Crohn's disease. That looks like the most likely cause. I probably have to wait until June to see a specialist, despite severe symptoms, so I am keeping a food diary!

I decorated it with stickers to try to cheer myself up! Hello Kitty and Disney. So far it's been tedious, but I suppose that I'll get used to it. It feels unfair that I have these many health issues, but I know that in many ways I am incredibly lucky and that I should be grateful not to be in a worse situation!

I planned my next tattoo! It's going to be a tribute to my catten (she's full grown now but acts like a kitten still) Suzy Q, who I've posted pictures of before but let's post another just because she's so cute!

I want her between my collarbones, in the style of Marie from the Aristocats (but with her markings, green eyes, fluffy tail, and no head tuft of fur), with a purple rose. I eventually might add to that and make it a chest piece of Disney related tribute art to things I love.

I am going to see Noah tomorrow! I have missed him, he went away for break and I haven't seen him since. I also haven't seen my Sugapie much lately, or even talked to her since she's never/very rarely on skype!

I am going to spam a bunch of pictures I've taken and things I've found online in a post soon (maybe even later today, who knows), so expect to see lots of cute and adorable things, girlie things, and disturbing things. I hope you enjoy it! It will almost definitely be nsfw. I don't know the source of most of the pictures, so if anybody does, then please feel free to let me know!