hey you!

So, since I deleted some of my posts AND promised a new post today, here you guys go! I really intend to be better about sticking to my promises regarding posting. It's actually 11:32pm here right now, so depending on how much I write, by the time I'm done it might be tomorrow! Oops!

I hope that you all are doing wonderfully! I'm doing pretty well, I broke up with Dane (a while ago, but I haven't posted that so I thought I'd mention it). I have dyed my hair a bunch of colors and back to a bubblegum pink. I was actually thinking about adding some lavender/lilac to it! I guess I'll keep it this way until I can't stand my itching for a hair change!

My social anxiety and depression got a lot worse, especially my social anxiety. At one point I couldn't really go out at all and was pretty much housebound. Thankfully I'm past the worst, and addressing it in therapy. I can go out for short periods of time! It doesn't help that I'm having undiagnosed stomach issues, which might be Crohn's disease. That looks like the most likely cause. I probably have to wait until June to see a specialist, despite severe symptoms, so I am keeping a food diary!

I decorated it with stickers to try to cheer myself up! Hello Kitty and Disney. So far it's been tedious, but I suppose that I'll get used to it. It feels unfair that I have these many health issues, but I know that in many ways I am incredibly lucky and that I should be grateful not to be in a worse situation!

I planned my next tattoo! It's going to be a tribute to my catten (she's full grown now but acts like a kitten still) Suzy Q, who I've posted pictures of before but let's post another just because she's so cute!

I want her between my collarbones, in the style of Marie from the Aristocats (but with her markings, green eyes, fluffy tail, and no head tuft of fur), with a purple rose. I eventually might add to that and make it a chest piece of Disney related tribute art to things I love.

I am going to see Noah tomorrow! I have missed him, he went away for break and I haven't seen him since. I also haven't seen my Sugapie much lately, or even talked to her since she's never/very rarely on skype!

I am going to spam a bunch of pictures I've taken and things I've found online in a post soon (maybe even later today, who knows), so expect to see lots of cute and adorable things, girlie things, and disturbing things. I hope you enjoy it! It will almost definitely be nsfw. I don't know the source of most of the pictures, so if anybody does, then please feel free to let me know!

I'm back!

I guess I have some explaining and updating to do.

I fully intend to start posting here regularly. I really, truly do. I've been having an affair with another website, tumblr.

I'll update you guys either later today/tonight or tomorrow, but I am working on my layout for now!